Today seems to be a painful reminder of all that I have been trying to forget. I hate this latent masochistic tendency of mine to remember stuff that should have been long forgotten. Worse, it is not under my control! It just happens and overwhelms pretty much everything that is happening in my life. These are the times I long for a 7-day working week. Work myself to exhaustion. No time to think. No time to feel. Deliverance in the form of fatigue induced sleep. Escapism which works till another such day rears its ugly head.
